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Hari ini, gua tau satu hal yang mungkin aja sakit tapi buat gua itu bsa jadi salah satu hal yang semakin membuat mengerti dan semakin buat gua sadar kalo udah gamungkin ada gua dan odan lagi di kehidupan kita berdua masing-masing. Satu hal yang gua baru tau hari ini, kalo ternyata dia punya temen cewe yang bener-bener bikin dia ngerasa nyaman :) I know, bukan berarti karna cowo itu ngerasa nyaman sama cewe lain dan kita bisa ngambil kesimpulan kalo cowo itu bakal  berpaling dari kita, tapi pada prinsipnya kita pasti akan lebih ingin bertahan sama seseorang yang buat kita nyaman bukan? Gua cuman bisa nyimpulin itu karna yaaah, dulu gua pernah ngerasain itu dan kita berdua bahkan pernah ngerasain perasaan itu. Yaaaa gamungkin kita ngejalanin hubungan tanpa ada rasa comfort disalah satu pihak. Mungkin itu yang odan rasain sama gua sampe hari ini, mungkin karna gaada rasa comfort buat jalanin hubungan lagi yang buat odan mungkin sebenernya gaenak buat udahin semuanya. Arghhh, but i hate feeling "what if" . Sampe sekarang gua hanya bisa mengira-ngira dan sampe sekarang gua gapernah tau apa maksud dia selama ini.
Jujur mungkin seminggu yang lalu gua hampir aja bisa gamikirin dia satu haripun, tapi tiba-tiba jumat yang lalu di nge-rt tweet gua. Antara perasaan senang atau gimana yang jelas sejak hari itu gua gabisa lupain dia lagi. Sejak hari itu gua akan nangis bukan nangisin dia sebeleum gua tidur. Terlalu lemah? ya menurut gua juga gitu terlalu lemah buat nangisin cowo yang sebenernya juga gaakan pernah nangis buat kita. Yaa mungkin kalian semua yang baca post ini atau blog gua dari awal sampe akhir akan berpikir kalo gua cewe yang lemah. Tapi pada dasarnya 1 hal, kalo lo terlalu sayang dan terlalu percaya sama orang dan akhirnya orang itu ninggalin tapi dengan cara pelan-pelan itu bakalan kerasa sakit banget.
Well,gua cuman bisa ngambil kesimpulan dari hal yang gua tau hari ini adalah. Mungkin emang bukan saatnya buat gua sama odan bareng-bareng lagi kali ini. Tapi kalo emang takdir kita pasti bakal bisa sama-sama lagi. Cuman,satu hal yang buat kecewa adalah, pertama kali dia yang buat komitmen buat terus cerita apapun, tapi pada kenyataannya dia gapernah cerita kalo ternyata ada seseorang yang buat dia nyaman banget. Itu aja sih.

Just streaming in youtube,then find this amazing short film. Yeah… even malaysian made this but i think this video should be appreciate. Great Job !

Dan ini adalah salah satu film indonesia yang ga mainstream, kreatif, dan pastinya berkualitas. Give applause for raditya dika. *clapclap* :):D

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Fast and Furious 6













World War Z

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The Wolverine

Well, finally the mid-test in my school was over......!!!!! Yeah,and finally i didn't have to study 'til midnight anymore. Even I didn't have sense to study seriously yesterday, I think the result that I got isn't too bad. How about physics? who care about that depressing lesson which learn about calculate the apple fall from the tree, or the water fall from waterfall and many sickness lesson . Well, this is the worst part from indonesia's education, they too emphasizing the students to learn anything but didn't directing them to learn more something as their skill which is very... very... important to take a job in the future.That's the worst part. And for me it can't bring indonesia to be better in the future. Yeah, even it depends how the people take a part for their own future but it's better if they also directed by someone. And then, the next biggest problem is take a job as your interest or as your skill. Well, this is the hardest part because you can't do anything well if you don't have interest on that thing. Or, you also can't do anything well if you don't have a skill for the job that you take. It proves that how the government and also parents have to take an important action for this,and especially for the government. Not just by free-paying school  but also give a fantastic atmosphere while we studying in the class.
Haha well, that's my opinion, but anyway I won't take a political or social major or something like that because i talk 'bout this thing. For me,  it also difficult to take a job as a skill or interest or both of them. Alright, it makes me get stomachache again. I never like talk 'bout this actually, because it just makes me stomachache and my heart beat get little bit faster and faster.
And..... this one is very very important. I heard from the news that the national exam next year will have 30 packets of question papers. Arghhhhhhhhhh, it's really drives me crazy. I hate the future, I hate growing up, I hate the adult's life, I hate everything that messed me up !!