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I don’t know what i feel today, but I think this the loneliest feel of my entire life. I don’t even know why. But I think I just can accept everything that just come in my life. Everything change, people change, bestfriends change. It just too fast for me to try adapt everything. Well, I know it’s even the mature’s bearing. But..... I loved my old life, I missed everything that makes me feel like home.
Senior High school is too tough for me. I know I had some bestfriends that act crazy as I am. But I don’t know, I just don’t feel the warmth from them. They’re not makes me feel like I am home, like I just pick line up with my family when I met them as JINTH did to me. Well as I said before, everything change now and also all of my bestfriends. I can’t blame them with their business, It also their right. And I hope they will be succesful person later. I know this thing would come, so as soon as I can I wish I’ve been preapared from the loneliest time of my life. Because I was turn to be a person who even don’t want make a friend or try to act crazy as in junior high school. And I also know what’s the bad effect for me J